Monday, June 13, 2005
hi there... today, i'm here to pour out all my sorrows.... :( hopefully i'll be ok after this... no no... i must be ok after this... i must be strong... and believe me!!! i will try to be strong...
hmmz, ytd nite was a super bad night for me... after waiting impatiently for exactly 4 months... i finally get back my theory results le... during this 4 months, from March 12 to June 12, i was SUPER worried that i will do badly in my theory... i prayed and crossed my fingers. but, the results didn turn out well... they were not wat i wished for... haiz. my result was bad. REAL bad :(
i didn really know wat to do when teacher annouced the results to me... wow.. teacher asked me not to cry.. but tears just blurred my vision... oh man... i'm so disobedient... haiz... i didn know what to do after putting down the phone... luckily ah ping jiejie lend me her piano book for me to practise... luckily i had something to do to stop me from breaking down... so i just sat in front of the piano and start practising, practising and practising... hoping that i will be able to forget everything bout my results... the songs were peaceful and a bit sad. they made me cry even more... BUT i felt better after playing them a few times more lo... Kevin Kern's songs were great!!!
anyway, i didn really concentrate on my theory. in fact, i was super lazy.. i guess i deserve it lo :( haiz.......... so so so so sad... hmm. after practising, i went online to chat... den go and sleep le... this morning still abit sad la... but with the support and consolations from my JIA REN, i'm alright now le... what's over, is over le... i cannot go back and retake them again le... just jia you for the next one lo... :(
i'm retaking them after my 'O' levels... so now, i cannot afford to think bout my theory again... can't let my failure happen again to my 'O's... *cHoiii* *tOuCh wOoD* must concentrate on my 'O's le... JIA YOU!!!!!!!


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